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Maribeths hub for thoughts, people, places, interests and other things…Archive for November, 2007
A Scot’s Farewell
When I come to the end of the road
And the sun has set for me
I want no tears in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little but not for long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that we once shared
Miss meÉbut let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone
It’s all a part of the master plan
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of heart
Go to the friend we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds
Miss me … but let me go …
http://thecapitalscot.com/pastfeatures/scotfarewellprayer.html#farewell
As I read this, I thought about how fitting it is as I think of Lanny… I can almost hear him say the words…
Invictus
Invictus
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud,
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishment the scroll,
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.
William Ernest Henley, (1849 – 1903).
On the other Side of a Strauss Sunset
On the other Side of a Strauss Sunset
with Blue Danube stubbornness
i waltz across life’s dance floor
in the arms of fate
living to the fullest before it’s too late
to turn and amble and skate
across the icy moor,
to reach the other side of lightness
gathering you in my arms
feel your breaths ever so slight
it is our night,
and my dress is whirling ever so right
time to disarm death’s cloak
and sublimely soak
in the effervescent moonlight
till the hundredth morning comes to interrupt the song
that has kept me on this earth exactly as long
as i intended to be,
dancing elegantly through the storms
with you,
twirling, holding and loving me.
11/8/o7
Wile E. Coyote’s Ultimatum
Wile E. Coyote’s Ultimatum
it’s a vitamin fortified oxymoron
life’s huge trifles day to day
resound like Grand Canyon echoes
just before we jump into the abyss
come back around to jump again,
like cartoon characters, emotionally flattened
each time, we scrape ourselves off the rock
and live to die again,
stronger till we use up the bottle of resolve,
and the druggist sees fit to close his shop.
God keeps odd hours
or is too drunk to read the prescriptions
because even he can’t stand, in sober state,
to see what we have become
i think i hear second hand voices
on the edge, feel the writers writing me
towards conclusion,
parachute thoughts feel buoyant
but i’m drop kicked before i can open them.
a wayward cartoon character being written out of the script—
free-falling festive fickle festoon
guffawing at sardonic captions
meep meep
meep meep.
erin-cilberto
11/9/o7
Wish (All i want for…) by erin-cilberto
Wish (All i want for…)
an untitled poem
feels like orphaned words
in a homeless shelter
eating homonyms from a buffet
of indigestible hurt,
an untitled poem
reeks of odiferous indifference to life
scent of syllables reared in the street
surviving only on less endeared semantics
handouts for isolated stress,
no name rhythm inside dancing to the brink
of explosion,
an untitled poem
jumps out in front of a car
trying to eliminate itself from rat race trauma
as disconnected words pass by blurting
“Merry Christmas”
from a green sled with wheels and a warm cover
sheltering inevitable grief till the period stomps its foot
heavy, like Santa Claus claustrophobia
an untitled poem
wants a return address for his letter
so the gift of belonging
has destination
before the fender grinds his teeth
into jigsaw wrapping paper pavement
and hope is a runaway elf.
erin-cilberto
11/9/o7
Keepsakes by erin-cilberto
Keepsake
off beat,
off my rocker,
i had an amulet
and ran my fingers across
the borders of the life it held
then the core of the charm
felt its inner being inanimate
safe
off beat
off my rocker
i was holding me
the chain broken in so many places
it no longer hung across my heart
but my fingers still felt its pulse
old belongings never die
they just feel like braille photographs
of a mute poet
off beat
off his rocker.
erin-cilberto
11/8/o7
It’s all Relative to Semantic Antics by erin-cilberto
It’s all Relative to Semantic Antics
half-hearted verbs
scoff at
non-descript adjectives shunning the showy flowers
reeling in adverbs’ brisk winds
pronouns mispronounce the conjunctions’ names
prepositionally gifted interjections ace intelligence tests
but fail to exclaim the really important purpose of a noun’s being
which is to
drift through boringly declarative sentences while
articles of self-deprecation upend semi-colon serenity
feel the breeze of the blatantly baffling question marks
and antagonistic antonyms dripping with sarcasm
among gerunds with geriatric reasoning
reassuring the sweet simple sentences
that life is just life is just
“What it Is”
not the complex grouping of thoughts
all the silly commas make it out to be.
erin-cilberto
11/6/o7
the thin line between crazy by erin-cilberto
the thin line between crazy
the thin line between crazy
and conceited,
the thin line between cozy
and claustrophobic
a thick juicy steak
and the mistakes we make
a grilled silence, invisible smoke
jutting from a desert patio
where the cactus shelter thoughts
like a flaming portfolio
of thorny nature, a biting wind of reminiscence
glows like a porch light upon the deck
where bodachs launch into dance
the thin line between gambol
and gamble
welches the bet of life
and the scent of a last meal
is an aroma drifting into the snow of a torrid
heat to what we owe
that scorches our insides like burnt meat
the thin line between crazy
and too lazy to learn
my emotions burn
closed in by the openness of vague clouds
the thin line between acid rain
and acrid pain
a mirage in the distance
beckons like a hitchhiker on a road less traveled
but we translate into an expelled ember
no longer a reticent member
of
the thin line between sense
and sensibility
we’ve been found out
and dinner’s devolved ashes of a fate
discovered too late.
erin-cilberto
11/3/o7
the Strange Appearance of Parentheses by erin-cilberto
the Strange Appearance of Parentheses
Daffy Doris was alive once
and she was funny,
but in an uncomfortable way,
her stringy hair and discolored eyes
soothed a block of vagrants
with telekinetic humor
she made Odd Henry laugh buckets of tears
over the years, her paper sack faded and frayed
like the old navy jacket she’d stolen back when she
engaged her own war to stay alive,
the bottle sweating through the bottom of her nerve
even after they found her by the docks, eyes closed to life
door to her spirit shut forever,
shopping cart parked beside her last residence
Water rushing by—
old barges splitting current
trash sprayed with afterthoughts of passers by
flooded with guilt,
the hand they could have lent her cut off at the wrist
a strange twist
moved by a Daffy mind
gone as pale as decomposing skin,
wherein she
wrote a note to Henry on the brown bag stationery
he stuffed into his pocket when he found her,
( the confessions of a pale rider
whose sea covered up her salty lips
she could find secure docking for her ship
in an eternity unbuttoning itself as it ought
from the streets,
moved by careless thought.)
erin-cilberto
11/3/o7
Christmas Morning at Odd’s House by erin-cilberto
Christmas Morning at Odd’s House
deck the halls with boughs
of poverty,
fa la la la la
red docile suits, fat land
grimy beggars on a sled of rickety existence,
filled with toys from the Manor
hand me down blues
no socks or shoes
just bare lies;
he scrounges for stocking stuffers
to hang on cardboard chimneys
visions of sugar plums dance in Henry’s head
but he sees no Claus
only reindeer dreaming—
wakes up screaming
since
peace is a neighbor’s house away,
climbing down the fire escape
with its hands caught in its pocket
as the rest of God’s children go hungry.
11/3/o7